I am a survivor

Wow, I"m really blogging this is sooo liberating. I mean I have done allot of set my self free kind of things in my life but this is the best so far.

I had a long talk with lots of people before embarking on such a journey and you know where that got me. If not let me just tell you. It got me all bound up and their went my so called free will out the window and into the of negativity, guilt, anger, jealousy, the list could go on for eternity. I finally just listened to my inner circle of me and got to the business at hand and here I am.

Do not get me wrong I do have a great inner circle of people that where all positive and cheering me on like the Dallas Cowboy Cheerleaders. They have been so instrumental in raising me from childhood physically and spiritually. Make sure you keep following me and you will learn about each of them.

So lets jump right into the fire.

I am a survivor in this order:

1. My mother gave me up for adoption to my biological grandmother and father.
2. I was in a horrendous bike accident.
3. My father committed incest with me as a child.
4. I tried to kill myself.
5. My ex-husbands family poisoned me.
6. I became a sex addict at least that's what they call it now.
7. I fell in love with and had a child by a married man.
8. I married a man 13 years older than me.
9. I have been in jail.
10. I am helping my husband battle cancer.

So I will leave it up to you what would you like to talk about first. I could go in order but I like to think outside the box. Of course each part of my life to me seemed more tragic than the last because I thought just how much more do I have to endure. Of course the answer is simple.

WHAT DOES NOT KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER

So I am waiting to here from you.........